Tuesday, September 30, 2008

A song that defines me...

Ham hain rahi pyar ke, hamase kuchh na boliye
Jo bhi pyar se mila, ham usi ke ho liye
Ham usi ke ho liye
Jo bhi pyar se mila, ham usi ke ho liye

dard bhi hamen qubul, chaina bhi hamen qubul
Hamanen har tarah ke phul, haar men piro liye
Jo bhi pyar se mila

dhup thi nasiba men, to dhup men liya hai dam
Chandani mili to ham, chandani men so liye
Jo bhi pyar se mila HUM USI KE HOLIYE...


dil pe asara kiye, ham to bas yunhin jiye
Ek kadam pe haNs liye, ek kadam pe ro liye
Jo bhi pyar se mila

Rah men paden hain ham, kabase aap ki qasam
dekhiye to kam se kam, boliye naa boliye
Jo bhi pyar se mila

Ham hain rahi pyar ke, hamase kuchh na boliye
Jo bhi pyar se mila, ham usi ke ho liye

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Words... Of Wisdom

The most unfair part of life is the way it ends... I mean, life is tough, it takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it all.. DEATH??? Whats that like a bonus or something.... I think the life cycle is all backwards... You should die first, and get it out of the way...Then go live in an old age home, You get kicked out of there for being too young & healthy, then go collect your pension, then on starting work you get a gold watch, you work forty to fifty years until you are young enough to enjoy your retirement, you drink alcohol, you party, you flirt, & get ready for college, you study and go to high school and then to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a Little baby, you go back ,you spend your last 9 months floating with luxuries like central heating a spa, room service and then finish of as an orgasm... :)

AMEN to that!!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I need a Hug!!!

23rd September.... Day 3 in row that i am the last one in office and not yet decided that i will leave in the next half an hour.....

It is strange the way the lord has created all of us... We are strong but yet weak in emotion... We have the will to push out negativity but yet the grass is greener there....

It is not the first time that I am staying back late or working hard.. I have done it a million times and have pulled through without a sweat.. but still something today is making me stop and write this... It is not the lack of desire to go on nor the absence of strength.... But strangely it is the absence of a simple warm hug...

Sounds funny I know.. but when you have someone special somehow the absence of a simple hug or the sight of a simple smile on her / his face is like a generator boost to your strength quota... I never knew being far would be difficult.. Well o n the looks of it it is not but it is times like these i just wished i could re find my strength from somewhere... just for that final yard.....

I agree not all of us are blessed with that someone special but even among our friends there will be that someone who is closer to you may be only as friend but still closer even a warm hug form that person could do wonders...

Here stuck with lots work no jinguli jaan (my pet name for my wife to be) nor even that close friend just a lone warrior fighting hard to survive & at some level loving it some level searching for the strength to go on....

I NEED A HUG!!!!!

Monday, September 22, 2008

An Oath....

In the face of adversity, uncertainty and conficting sensory information...

I herby pledge to remain evermindful of the magical infinite, loving rality in which i live.. A reality that conspires tirelessly in my favor.. I furthur recognise that living within space and time, as a CREATION among my CREATIONS is the ultiamte adventure.. because thoughts become things, & dreams come true, & ALL THINGS REMAIN FOREVER POSSIBLE....

As a being of eternal light, I hereby resolve to live,love & be happy at ALL costs no matter what, with reverence & kindness to and for ALL...

AMEN

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Life's Little Instruction Manual

Have a firm handshake.

Look people in the eye.

Sing in the shower.

Own a great stereo system.

If in a fight, hit first and hit hard.

Keep secrets.

Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday.

Always accept an outstretched hand.

Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.

Whistle.

Avoid sarcastic remarks.

Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90 per cent of all your happiness or misery.

Make it a habit to do nice things for people who will never find out.

Lend only those books you never care to see again.

Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all that they have.

When playing games with children, let them win.

Give people a second chance, but not a third.

Be romantic.

Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

Loosen up. Relax. Except for rare life-and-death matters, nothing is as important as it first seems.

Don't allow the phone to interrupt important moments. It's there for your convenience, not the caller's.

Be a good loser.

Be a good winner.

Think twice before burdening a friend with a secret.

When someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go.

Be modest. A lot was accomplished before you were born.

Keep it simple.

Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.

Don't burn bridges. You'll be surprised how many times you have to cross the same river.

Live your life so that your epitaph could read, No Regrets

Be bold and courageous. When you look back on life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the one's you did.

Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.

Remember no one makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who helped you.

Take charge of your attitude. Don't let someone else choose it for you.

Visit friends and relatives when they are in hospital; you need only stay a few minutes.

Begin each day with some of your favorite music.

Once in a while, take the scenic route.

Send a lot of Valentine cards. Sign them, 'Someone who thinks you're terrific.'

Answer the phone with enthusiasm and energy in your voice.

Keep a note pad and pencil on your bed-side table. Million-dollar ideas sometimes strike at 3 a.m.

Show respect for everyone who works for a living, regardless of how trivial their job.

Send your loved ones flowers. Think of a reason later.

Make someone's day by paying the toll for the person in the car behind you.

Become someone's hero.

Marry only for love.

Count your blessings.

Compliment the meal when you're a guest in someone's home.

Wave at the children on a school bus.

Remember that 80 per cent of the success in any job is based on your ability to deal with people.

AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL: Don't expect life to be fair.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.......... Parsee style :)

Well its true today is my parsee birthday... :) So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.... well i had quite day and i am happy for that given the hectic week i had prior to this and i'm sure life is goign to get better (sarci remark) next week as well...hahahahaha.. kidding its fun its the challenge... after all i have 2 lovely familes praying for me back home....

Anyways... follwoing last nights horrid movie "HIJACK" i decided to sta over at freidns place we were up talking till late cribbing abt life.. wondering whts in stor for us tom and in the days to come... and we dozed of by 4 am.... :)hehehe.. yup the good old days.. Anyway.. the last evening i was introduced to one of Bhavesh's office colleagues who is a cathloic and we started talkign and she told me about St mary's church which she visits often.. and i really wanted to go to the church.. I know I know I am not a cathlic but somehow after a fire a temple the only place i fell piece of mind and be with myself is a church and since there is not fire temple here in Dubai I really wanted to go... It was really sweet of her to agree to take me there.So we decided we would go today

We left around 4.30... and we reached the churc.. it was amazing ti was really nice to vitness people of different comunities different nationalities american / indian/ british / Philipinos / french all standing shouldr to shoulder attending the summon..

And the church well it was a work of art the alter was something to stare at constantly and get lost i nits peace... once the summon was over and people started leaving and a few of us stayed back... and suddenly the yswitched off al lthe lights and only the the lights behind the holy corss were on and trust me i felt i was in heaven the only time i felt the smae was when for the first time my parents took me to the UDWADA atashberahm at night post 10 pm for the first time asa kid.. minus the heat it was breath taking...

So i spent my birthday sleeping reding aboutthe UAE finance arket and then siitign as close to heaven as possibel and asking god to help all myf riedns and family.... so if my prayers are ehard you all reading this would be happier :) all the best live fre live happy... MUAH to you all....

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

A smile the only curve that is right.......

If there is ever any sorrows in life,
Don't ever be scared....
Only let yourself believe, THAT HAPPINESS WILL COME

If the sun sets every day it also rises the very next day
If there is night, then there is also morning
If there is a journey, then there is also a destination
If in ONLY front of grief, we smile and sing along


If there is any shortage in life or If there is any moistness on the eyelashes
Don't let the tears run, Don’t lift any unhappiness,Don’t lose to the world, Don’t ever get scared, Don’t stay absent minded but....


Laugh and tell the world I WILL COME AGIAN wit hhappiness in my heart, dancing to the tunes of happiness and I WILL CHANGE THE SEASON

If a hurricame has to come, then let it come
Don’t let it blow out the lamp in your heart...
Let there be darkness for a few nights, let people tal kto you the way they choose.. YOU have to continue walking...

Whatever difficulties may come by , The heart should not fear and not stop smiling

Every dark cloud always has the sun shining behind it we just need to see that light......

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Until I meet you.. The dawn of a new life

I was lying alone tired and dry,
Looking out into the endless sky.
Another day had flown by,
Another wind hand roughened my way.
Life seemed to be taking an endless turn,
The night wind would cool and the day heat would burn.
Years flew I had not moved an inch,
Same old story, same old salty pinch.
I had given up, no where to run not a place to go,
Not a thing to do.

Then!!!! You walked up so casually to me,
A strange halo of light around you I could see.
Your hair bounced in its place as if it were hit by the winds of Joy,
Your eyes sparkled with a naughtiness of a ten year old boy.
I was taken by surprise, it showed in my smile,
5 mins you spoke, your hands controled your lovely locks in the wind your lips parted to endless streams of words and hints of heart warming smiles.
A nod, and then ur back was turned bouncing away into the mist of the night,
You turned once to smile and your face set so many things right.
I stared at you until darkness swallowed its own beauty,
What was this peace i felt, where did my worries disapeear, i asked my self, who was this heart warming beauty?

It seemed to me, Life had finally taken its beautiful turn,
The road ahead was one of scenic beauty and fun.
Not a tear not a whine just a smooth fly by,
I could reach for the stars and pluck them form out form the night sky.
Everywhere i went every thing i did i saw her pretty smile, I saw the spark in her deep blue eyes,
All my dreams my hopes suddenly reinstated, a new vision a new dream a new vigour a brand new sky.

I turn around to see that lonely self way good bye,
I smile back and look the other way for now i have not tear to cry.
It's a new life a new journey a new begining, a new me,
In my path that smile is only what I see.

I cant forget you stranger, nor could i leave your memories behind,
I walk with them hand in hand as lifes roads bend and twine.
I love you and I thank you for this new zeal,
I can kick life in the face and pluck out my own meal.
It is my new begining, my new life.
Its a whole new life!!!

Liek a seller ful of old wine....

Every morning,I awaken to the same old sun,
Hoping, today's winds will bring with them some new fun.
But, Alas!! The same old winds blow again and again,
Time flies by, injecting the same old pain.

I need a cure, from this fire ant,
I'm calling out to you oh Holy saint!
But, as usual he gives no answer,
How can I continue to live in this same old sewer

Enough, is enough,
I need to grab life by its cuffs.
And surf the highest wave, soar the highest cloud,
So when i lie down, I do it without a frown.

This is MY LIFE, MY TIME,
And I'm not growing old and empty like a seller full of old wine.
I want to shine brighter than the brightest night star,
I want to drive the fast car.
Say Hello to death in a million ways,
And alive I shall walk away.
But I'm afraid as of today, only 23 I feel I'm already old,

Haven't seen or loved thy neighbour, nor the world.
This is my life, and my time,
Alas!! I feel I'm aging like........ Like a seller full of wine.

What if???

What if life was different?
Would the world be the same?
What if love was different?
Would people still happily play its game?

What if life was different?
I'd live still the same.
What if you my love were different?
I'd love you still the same.

What if life took everything I had away?
Would i be able to fight till the end?
BUT... What if life took you away?
I'd strangle the very existence of life, and all the rules for you i shall bend.

What if I'd never told you how i felt?
would we have still been the same?
What if I had never meet you, or if i never fell in love with ur smile until i wore the death belt?
When i would meet the almighty I'd be, for not meeting the most beautiful creation, full of shame.

The words that flow, my dear, are confusing , i know,
But if I had never meet you,
If i had never felt the warmth or seen that smile on your face glow,
I'd never be so happy,so different, I'd be just one among a lot of a sorry million so few.

What if I were asked at my death bed to choose between you and an Angel?
I'd laugh in the face of Almighty, mock his stupidity, and Scream a loud 'Your Name'
What if....... my dear 'You were my Angel'
I shall tell you my miserable life would never have been the same.
Today i lay down, with just a few minutes till i shut my eyes on this sinful world,
I think of the fun we had, together, and far apart.

Without your warmth,your smile, how would I live in my new world,
Oh what can I do to once again in happiness see your lips part,
IF,OH! how i wish it were possible,
I could live another lifetime,
I would undo the Wong, redo the happiness
But what if I couldn't?
I'm only human you know...
But what if I couldn't?
Would we be the same..

What IF?

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

A zillion questions unasnwered....?????

Here I ask just a few...??

1. Why am I the way I am? Is it my choice or what my parents taught me?

2. Why is the world unfair to people who mean well? Is it inhuman to be nice to someone without being hurt?

3. Why did I study so much? Why am I working with people who could not clear their MBA entrance?

4. Why did my parents beat me for every mistake i made as a child? Isn't making mistakes the best way to learn?

5. Why was I left out of every family occasion as a child because studying was more important? and Now that I am really not around do they miss me?

6. Why did I spend hours crying in my bath room for not clearing my CAT entrance? How my colleague get to there without even trying 1 attempt??

7. Why is studying so important?? while half those who are millionaires are school dropouts and the other half who did study do nothing related with intellectual ability??

8. Why do parents scream and shout so much at their children when they misbehave is it because they are their own flesh and blood or is it because they need to maintain their image among society or is it pay back time???

9. They say luck favors the brave? Why Because the brave hand down their morals and ethics??

10. Why does world revolve around materialistic things only? Aren't they add ons to love and not a reason to love????

11. Why is the grass always greener on the other side why cant we see the chlorophyll in our lawn???

12. Why are we taught that no two people are the same when your parents / Friends / loved ones always want you to be like someone else??

13. Why do we feel jealous of our friends cant we be proud of them???

14. Why does love bring tears? OR is it just to wash out today's happiness so we can smile more tomorrow??

15. Why do we get affected by people who say a lot? Don't we know that god has given us a brain a heart and 2 ears??

16. Why are we forced to eat green veges.... when even without them we can be perfectly healthy?

17. Why are we forced not to day dream even though within or dreams and aspirations we find opportunities???

18. Why are we afraid of what will happen? When all we know best is to save our own behind

19 Why do we all need someone to serve us...don't we have a pair of limbs each??

20 Why do we begin each journey with only acceptance to triumph and dejection if we are meet with failure? I would rather fail in a cause that will ultimately triumph than to triumph in a cause that will ultimately fail

Why.....?